When I feel really bad and I can look at the computer screen I visit
http://www.thedailyheadache.com/
Although I have suffered from migraines through out my life I have NEVER had them last this long. I have been tracking them for four years. They started coming just once a month for two days - definitely hormonal. Daron had to take a day off here and there to watch Addy because I have trouble moving and I throw up with my migraines. They started to come more often and more sporadically. It has been a roller coaster of emotions from going to a neurologist or doctor with my hopes up only to be disappointed. I felt terrible, miserable and guilty that I felt that way. I finally through word of mouth found a hormone specialist who also helped boost my adrenal system and thyroid. All good but not the "miracle" I had been hoping for. I use to get a migraine and think "Oh it will last two days I can suck it up" then four days now it is up to six and even eight days now when they come I just fall apart. I have been seeing a new neurologist and Daron has to drive me since driving is a trigger. The medications I take when I get a migraine weren't working that great after the first month or two so I started an anti-convulsant. It was AWESOME. I felt hope after three weeks like a dark cloud had lifted. This tingle of hope happened just when the rash from the medication broke out forcing me to stop my miracle medication. Daron and I were both disappointed. He had commented a few days prior how much more light hearted I seemed. I am now on a new anti-convulsant. Zonisamide. I refer to it as my "I don't give a sh*t" drug. Nothing seems to bug me. Sometimes things I would usually filter slip out of my mouth and it is like I am outside myself looking at myself saying "oops, oh well" I don't know if it is all bad though. I am not as intense about cleaning the house, getting Addy to bed on time, ordering Addy and Daron around to pick things up etc. and I have heard Daron call me hurricane Jennifer in very long time. (that is when I come home after hiking the dogs on a Sat. and yell out we need to pick up this kitchen, vacuum etc). The jury is still out wether or not it helps alleviate migraines or not. I need to be on it at least two months. I also think slower, don't calculate well and can't find words which was also a problem prior! LOL My heart rate is way higher too so I need to talk to the Dr. about that. What the hell!?
So I am actively
- thinking positively
- doing yoga
- energy tapping therapy
- finding my migraine triggers
- researching and trying medicines with my neurologist
- not driving over 15 minutes
- good nights sleep
- praying
Interesting Migraine Facts I found:
36+ million people live with migraine.
Migraine is a genetic neurologic disease that affects normal people.
It is a spectrum disease.
Globally migraine is the 7th leading cause of disability.
Not a SINGLE drug on the market today was originally developed for migraine prevention.
Migraine specialist consider only a 50 % improvement to be a huge success.
There is NO CURE for migraine.
Girls
when looking for a husband I suggest that in addition to finding
someone who will treat you like a queen and blah blah blah the most
important is this: Find someone who will take off of work every six
weeks and drive you three hours round trip to the neurologist and
hormone doctor. Someone who will not flinch when you throw up in the
car the whole way back and ask what they can do for you.
Someone who will take care of your daughter after working all day
feeding her, bathing her and playing with her while you lie in bed.
Someone who doesn't get mad when you still have a migraine after day 4,
5, 6, 7, 8... Someone who despite your sour mood and failing attitude
is always upbeat and positive. Girls if you can find another soul like Daron Andrews snatch him up and put a ring on his finger!